I can't take it anymore. The constant nausea, the anger, the irritability, the waiting and worrying, did I mention the anger.......
I'm having a Dand C on Friday. You guys who stop by often know I'm always open and honest. I'm not a super Christian, super woman, not perfect, not always giddy and joyful, but real. The real truth is that being 9 weeks pregnant with all the symptoms but with a dead baby is completely ridiculous! I'm scared of the procedure. I know it is simple and minor. But, I'm still scared. It is time to move on with our full and busy lives and boy am I ready for normal! To add insult to inury, I pre-registered with the most chipper young woman who told me my "deposit is 852.00 and how would I like to pay that today?" Ummmm, excuse me? I've worked for the hospital system where I'm having the procedure for 13 years! Can somebody pass some healthcare reform please?
Have I mentioned I'm feeling really angry?????
He has told you, O man, what is good; And what does the LORD require of you But to do justice, to love kindness, And to walk humbly with your God? Micah 6:8
Libby
ReplyDeleteYou have every right to be angry!!!! Vent away!! Praying you have a full recovery and can return to your everyday life as soon as possible!
Satan you have had enough with my friend SO BACK OFF NOW IN JESUS NAME!!!!!